You know you don't have to be anyone to me, but you know I will always be there for you. I would not try and see you, if that is your desire. I would just stay away and probably sell my house and travel, or if the cancer is bad, wait to die, I guess. I cannot have Dr. Z prevent me from getting a second opinion. I am going heavy on my supps. I cannot trust anyone else at K to help me. Please be safe.