So much does not make sense that all I can do is have faith. It would devastate me to find out that the person who means the most to me, allowed me to be harmed for some unknown reason to me.

It would end me.  But I want to believe in him so much, I know I would ignore it. There would have to be a good reason for it. Even my terror was a part of it.

My love is so strong, I think I would ignore almost anything. Maybe it is pathetic, but maybe the beauty of love comes at an ugly price.