If you will give me a chance to show my lovely, devoted friendship to you and help me make sure I am getting a fair and safe chance to get well, I could not ask for more.

 I have been at the raw end of brutal brainwashing about that you hate me, are embarrassed by me, so I write bold but feel so timid and unworthy. I just cannot risk missing out on the most wonderful person I have ever met. I can get over humiliation, but not missing you.