I get no info, but I look for the smallest signs. It is so difficult. I do feel kindness toward me from you, though. I was never wrong about your beautiful heart.  I could always tell your truth from their lies. I resented their ugly mouths of mendacity and hate even uttering your name and desires as if they were theirs to express. I said to that evil man, "I don't believe for a moment that he would ever be your friend." He wanted it to seem like you were buddies. It made me ill. No one has the right to do what was done to you. It is not my business, but they could be sued for what they did to you and also jailed.....ALL of them! I would tell the DA.