I am just going to let the cancer kill me. I cannot take the abuse any longer. I just hate life. I took it for 5 years being treated like crap by a cruel , lying attorney, then people at Kaiser treat me so badly, I am not going to let them mutilate me. My doctor refuted the R.O.  in court. I went to jail! I took it like a champ, but now the champ is worn down. I am tired.