Got better sleep. It helps improve mood. Sometimes I actually feel sorry for myself, but I shake it off....until next time. I need integrative med. and it says online it is available, but no advice, or operator, or Dr. Z knew about it. I don't want to hear crappy news from anyone else, just you. I need an ALA/LDN protocol from Dr. Burt Berkson. If it is cancer, what kind? It may not be breast. I had a sarcoma before. I should have been more prepared, when the attacks started and stress became intense, even though I have been pretty good with supps and my "dirt" shakes. Were you ever given a copy of my will? I mailed it in 2015, but Mr. Ed was stealing your mail then. Hugs.