I have gone through a long period of introspection and thought. The way I thought about you never changed, but intensified in my devotion. It is not some crazed thing, it is a better understanding. It has been a difficult time, but I feel more enlightened and get more meaning out of things that come my way.
I am just me. I love people, but I have a hard time understanding them, when they purposely hurt others. I am not young, but my spiritual journey continues in its need for development.