I wish there were a way to see you and talk with you. You may not know how much you have meant to me, but I lost the person I most enjoyed being around and so enjoying the nice times. Believe it, or not, I even miss the bad times, when you were being controlled. Just to see your expressive face and warm eyes, would make me breathe again, and feel as if my guardian angel were blessing me with my dearest wish. It has been so long since seeing you, I have subsisted on my dreams, prayer, memories and imagination.  My feelings remain deep and pure. You have my heart and you live in mine. What you want is what I desire. You should be happy and carefree. Let no one rob you of that. Be safe. Feel my endless support and love.