NLT

 I have a swirling lot of colors in my eyes and it is pretty although I was last told it was a migrain. Very strange.

it will go away.

How are you, sweet one?

I need to get back into a better space. Help me do good. There are a lot of Buddhist temples around here I have heard. I will do whatever you want. 

By now I may have even lost you as a potential friend, but I am not giving up.   You are beautiful. Never lose that.