I don't think they will ever stop trying to kill me. It is the most insidious thing. I have gone mostly nowhere for many years and yet they act like I am the biggest threat of the century. I have been through so much, yet they keep on going. All I have to comfort myself are my memories and love. I think they will keep trying to mess with my life and keep me restricted forever. I am going nowhere. What more can they do to me? I think they will utilize their medical advantage and harm me, or what? Be on high alert. They should know that I have told so many people who has done this cruelty against me and you that they know that they would have the suspect right away. I want you safe. It is all my life is about now. They are so vicious.