I get this kind of stab in my chest and it is all cold and weird when I think about missing talking to you. Do you know how much I loved looking into your eyes? I mean it just was everything I loved all in one. It was warm, cozy and loving. I hated leaving them.
I hated leaving you. I hurt too much. So much.
Please don't make me lose you forever. Whatever kind of knowing you that you want, but I would love to see you again.
Of course, if you dont want to see me ever again, I won't try to see you. As soon as I stopped seeing you, I was professionally attacked, hard. It was cruel and mean.
ReplyDeleteI just need to write here because it is hard for me to miss you. I need to keep "talking" to you. Then, I don't know what I will do. Live in a monastery, or something. I have no idea. I thought it would be so much fun to go to a fire lookout with you, or being in nature...actually anything.
ReplyDeleteYou can be honest with me. I will never be angry with you.
ReplyDeleteYou were my best friend as well as the one I loved. (Love)
ReplyDeleteYou were the only one I trusted (trust). I feel like I lost so much.
ReplyDeleteI want to know everything about you, but I know what is important. I love you because I like what I know.