The world is ugly and scary. I don't like people invading and controlling and telling us what to do and how we should behave. I only care what you think and how you feel. I have shut down to them because they only care about themselves. I am so weary of them. I know there are responsibilities, but they should not own us body and soul.
I wish I could hug you and never stop. Sometimes I feel like I was put here to keep you safe and feel happy. It's been terrible not to even be able to see you. They tried to make what was lovely into something sordid and ugly, but it was always sweet and pure.  Their ugly, hateful minds could never change that, so they attacked more and more and became intense and invasive. They are soulless and dead inside, they cannot exist around purity and devoted love and friendship, it is their enemy. They were worried that their property would like to find freedom and happiness. I hope it happens and includes me at some point and to some degree. If so, I will be there for him.