By mistake, I melted very important bits of my microwave and it died. Crap! I had it too close to the stove on the counter. The built in microwave seemed like it was going to start a fire somewhere behind the scenes. There were flashes and noises that sounded pretty frightening. I see the moon, Almost time to visit B, or later, when it is really quiet. Then I speak out loud, in a soft voice. I think she hears me. I know she wants to take care of you, just like me.