I want to hug you, if I may, for a very long time, and just find out how you are and if I will ever be able to part of your life; basically support your wishes and desires. I want to take care of you and enjoy you for ever, but that's just me, so.....People need to be happy and fulfill their dreams, if possible. You have worked too hard to be under the thumb of anyone, you deserve respect and dignity. You were treated very badly and it angers me to think about it.