I hope that after all this we can be able to have a good discussion privately before you decide anything against me. I truly felt that we could be reasonable and come to a lovely agreement as far as being friends. I would just hate to lose you. You have always been there for me, I want to do the same for you.
As you can tell, I am feeling very vulnerable and anxious. I obviously do not know what you think and I am trying to expend my anxiety. I am in your hands. I don't mind being in your wonderful hands; it is my dream. I trust you and believe in you. I know you want the best for me, just as I do you.