Please don't hold anything I have done against me. I would never hold anything against you either. I am easy and reasonable. I think you know that. I am doing what I can to stop further abuse of innocent people and in that effort, also getting my own problem solved.  What is being done to other people in this situation is terrible/criminal. I cannot think about it happening to innocent people and having them suffer the way I have and I am sure it has not been easy for you either.
I love you and would compromise like mad for you. I want your happiness and good health and freedom. I think that has been greatly lacking for you.