I just want this stupid thing over and have you co-own my home as my gift. You are so precious to me and I appreciate what you have done for me. I do love you, but it only has to mean that I am dedicated/loyal to you. Love cannot be wrong; hate and apathy are the terrible ones. I would never try to be anything more than you want. I am happy to just be around you, help you and take care of you. I feel as if a huge part of me is missing with you gone. This has been awful.