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 I don't understand why there is always such mystery! It would be so much less stressful! I mean is my worsening health worth it? That attorney is not nice, he has yelled ugly things right up in my face! He's such a coward that he ran away rather than hear my response! I know what he has done to other people in his shady life. He plays both ends against the middle! He is pulling for his real client who wants me dead, not me, because how can I get surgery done at K w/O observation? After Dr. Moon berated me and terrified me, there is only one person I trust. But I would not have surgery w/O him there anyway. Because of that Attorney, K is fast becoming a spy driven shit hole.