We never realize how frozen we are until someone starts to melt our Ice” Quote by Bridgett Devoue… Updated: Nov 13, 2021
I think Love is the most difficult thing to understand. I believe it can’t be seen, it can’t be shown or proven but it can only be felt, feeling someone, truly feeling someone. When a tear is rolling down their face and you would do anything to take it away. When you’re in-love with someone it shouldn’t be in them as a person, you should be in-love with their hearts because it’s the one thing that will never change.
The heart? A beating bloody muscle in the middle of one’s chest? Yes, that’s it, because it’s the same heart that starts beating faster when you see that special person, the same heart that aches when you miss them.
7 Things that I learned about loving someone and being in-love with their heart: 1) They might never feel the same. You can’t make someone love you but continue to love them anyway because it might grow in their heart and if it doesn’t be contempt that it grew in yours. 2) I’ve learned to show up and own up and take responsibility, especially when you’re wrong. Don’t be the Dick-Tator in the situation. 3) I learned to continue fighting even if you’re the only one fighting, as long as you fight to keep each other. 4) It takes work, from both parties. When you buy a house, you don’t buy it with a yearly maintenance plan, daily gardener, handyman and plumber. You must work your perky booty off to turn a house into the perfect home. 5) That brings me to the next point. Take time to study your person. What makes them tick, what makes them smile and what gives them that chicken pock “kinda” feeling. 6) I’ve learned that it can be the best thing that has ever happened to us, or it can be the worst pain you’ve ever felt (don’t let it consume you) but remember even a dead clock shows the right time twice a day. 7) In the end we regret the chances we didn’t take, so take a leap on love and put your whole heart into it. Because when you fall you might fall in-love with not only your person but yourself and no one can take that away from you.
I am never sure if you were mad at me or not, because to me, seeing a no number, is anger, but my world is a tiny one and I go by small rules, silly rules. Maybe some day I will live like a normal human. I had insane people fuck me over, so reality is a rare commodity, but I try.
If I could, I would snuggle with you in a nice hotel room for days and just revel in your beauty and sweetness! We could be so happy at the freedom and joy of just knowing life was open and fear free. I just adore you!
I try and keep up my spirits, but it isn't easy. I feel more like crying than anything. Our certain laws need an overhaul and money needs to be removed from Justice! Money spoils Justice! Why else would such wrong ,criminal outcomes happen? It is discouraging to find out our judges are not following law, but money!
No person should ever go such cruelty with law and justice as the scapegoats! People caught bribing and people taking bribes need to go away for a very long time!
My comments come out rather incoherent at times, it could be sleepiness,or the autocorrect. I am looking forward to kinder times from the powers that be! Love.
I hope that means yes, because you are everything to me with love.
ReplyDeleteIf loving you is self-indulgent; then I don't care; you are worth it!
ReplyDeleteWe never realize how frozen we are until someone starts to melt our Ice” Quote by Bridgett Devoue…
ReplyDeleteUpdated: Nov 13, 2021
I think Love is the most difficult thing to understand. I believe it can’t be seen, it can’t be shown or proven but it can only be felt, feeling someone, truly feeling someone. When a tear is rolling down their face and you would do anything to take it away. When you’re in-love with someone it shouldn’t be in them as a person, you should be in-love with their hearts because it’s the one thing that will never change.
The heart? A beating bloody muscle in the middle of one’s chest? Yes, that’s it, because it’s the same heart that starts beating faster when you see that special person, the same heart that aches when you miss them.
7 Things that I learned about loving someone and being in-love with their heart:
1) They might never feel the same. You can’t make someone love you but continue to love them anyway because it might grow in their heart and if it doesn’t be contempt that it grew in yours.
2) I’ve learned to show up and own up and take responsibility, especially when you’re wrong. Don’t be the Dick-Tator in the situation.
3) I learned to continue fighting even if you’re the only one fighting, as long as you fight to keep each other.
4) It takes work, from both parties. When you buy a house, you don’t buy it with a yearly maintenance plan, daily gardener, handyman and plumber. You must work your perky booty off to turn a house into the perfect home.
5) That brings me to the next point. Take time to study your person. What makes them tick, what makes them smile and what gives them that chicken pock “kinda” feeling.
6) I’ve learned that it can be the best thing that has ever happened to us, or it can be the worst pain you’ve ever felt (don’t let it consume you) but remember even a dead clock shows the right time twice a day.
7) In the end we regret the chances we didn’t take, so take a leap on love and put your whole heart into it. Because when you fall you might fall in-love with not only your person but yourself and no one can take that away from you.
I know I will always love you and have no one else take your place. Always count on me to find help that you need.
ReplyDeletePlease do all you can to be free.
ReplyDeletePlease do all you can to be free.
ReplyDeleteI am never sure if you were mad at me or not, because to me, seeing a no number, is anger, but my world is a tiny one and I go by small rules, silly rules. Maybe some day I will live like a normal human. I had insane people fuck me over, so reality is a rare commodity, but I try.
ReplyDeleteI was hoping to see you by your b'day, but I suppose that is too much to ask ?
ReplyDeleteLet's make an effort to take care of you soon, okay? It is all I care about. I love you.
ReplyDeleteLet's plan to celebrate you when we get the chance, okay?
ReplyDeleteIf I could, I would snuggle with you in a nice hotel room for days and just revel in your beauty and sweetness! We could be so happy at the freedom and joy of just knowing life was open and fear free. I just adore you!
ReplyDeleteThinking of you keeps me going and fighting, but it is often so slow going; I dream of sudden movements to freedom.
ReplyDeletePlease make a sudden move to freedom! I will help you!
ReplyDeleteI do not want their "" wait it out plan" to work with you, because it will be to your detriment!
ReplyDeleteYou need action!
ReplyDeleteI try and keep up my spirits, but it isn't easy. I feel more like crying than anything. Our certain laws need an overhaul and money needs to be removed from Justice! Money spoils Justice! Why else would such wrong ,criminal outcomes happen? It is discouraging to find out our judges are not following law, but money!
ReplyDeleteNo person should ever go such cruelty with law and justice as the scapegoats! People caught bribing and people taking bribes need to go away for a very long time!
ReplyDeleteMy comments come out rather incoherent at times, it could be sleepiness,or the autocorrect. I am looking forward to kinder times from the powers that be! Love.
ReplyDeleteYou don't let me down; you aren't like that. I completely adore you.
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