I wish I were the one to be privileged enough to be taking care of you, making you smile and be happy.....fun drives, picnics, long hugs, watching the sun go down......
Of course, that is my dream; if you felt that way, fantastic, or more of a friend is lovely too. I just love being near you; it is like you are my charger; you make me energized and super happy and amazingly alive! I will always tell you I love you.
I watched "Manhattan Murder Mystery" again because it said I rented it for 48 fours and I wanted to watch it more carefully to see if I missed anything before. Well, wouldn't you know it, but I fell asleep the second time, so no loss; I had seen it quite a lot before anyway. People watch Woody Allen movies over and over anyway......
I have been so tired. i want to have things settled. It is so absurd to have the law abused and a person who did nothing wrong keeps having to battle for the truth to come out so life can go back to normal. I feel I have gotten to know you better, though in certain ways, but I which it were you telling me about your life. The things I already knew made me feel close to you already. It had a lot to do with how nice you were to me and how sweetly you took care of me. It was confusing to have people tell me I knew nothing. But, I wanted to believe you. Why should I believe people who were mean to me? Your eyes were so beautiful and so honest. I loved you then as I do now. That is all I care about. Be careful and be happy.
I will be back around 12:30 to say hello. It is 6:46 and was up all night. Hopefully the person who was possibly going to help me will call me this a.m.. I hope you had a restful night. I was looking through stuff to figure out trash. Thinking of you with warmth and love. I will rest and then back to cleaning. Love, always!
Hi! Had a weird sleep. I have been worried about getting help and worried about the possibility of having breast cancer. It makes me wonder about every ache and pain. This situation (both) makes my life really strange. Why do certain people have to be so strange, scary and weird? I have a weird life and so must you. All I ever wanted was to be able to keep talking to you and having fun, but she and her assistant took things to a whole new weird level. Now, I need to save you, but without knowing details. I cannot stop being drowsy. The female vascular surgeon had said to me about the BC going to my brain, so now I don't understand what is going on when I get dizzy, or feel so drowsy. Why do I have to be in the middle of "her" weirdness? I still think that she is planning to hurt you permanently. Please get away so you can get answers, w/o her oddness getting in the way.
if we just get you free, then we need to figure the next step to keep you that way. I think us hooking up, so to speak, is the fastest and the most binding for them to not have any power over you. Then get an attorney to do the rest, or authorities. I don't know how you are restrained at each place.
you need to look for opportunities at all times. people who are trustworthy? or does it seem no one can be trusted, because of their lies to any outside person? Is their any official kind of event coming up?
as I said, even if a fire needs to be started to call in an emergency (contained) you are justified to do what you need to get away. Not a dangerous situation, but have it look that way. or an ambulance by faking symptoms of illness.
Could you have a burner phone? Getting it to you is the problem. That is where a trusted insider comes in handy. Otherwise, a time and date will have to be carved in stone.
When you think of it they (all) have too much at stake to allow you to be free. It needs to be a covert deal, or go through a long, involved thing, with lies galore they tell.
Just keep in mind, your existence is a threat to them, unless you can sign a "hold harmless" agreement, but it may not work with such high stakes criminal activity. You must keep it in mind; they want you out of their faces and want your money and property. They cannot allow you to live to tell your story. If you have a stroke and it did not kill you, them you could be fine.....but what about your mother? I am so damn worried about you; I cannot tell you.
You having a narc day? So sorry.......
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ReplyDeleteBe polite, but ignore......
ReplyDeleteSending lots of love!!!
ReplyDeleteI wish I were the one to be privileged enough to be taking care of you, making you smile and be happy.....fun drives, picnics, long hugs, watching the sun go down......
ReplyDeleteOf course, that is my dream; if you felt that way, fantastic, or more of a friend is lovely too. I just love being near you; it is like you are my charger; you make me energized and super happy and amazingly alive! I will always tell you I love you.
ReplyDeleteI watched "Manhattan Murder Mystery" again because it said I rented it for 48 fours and I wanted to watch it more carefully to see if I missed anything before. Well, wouldn't you know it, but I fell asleep the second time, so no loss; I had seen it quite a lot before anyway. People watch Woody Allen movies over and over anyway......
ReplyDeleteI have been so tired.
i want to have things settled. It is so absurd to have the law abused and a person who did nothing wrong keeps having to battle for the truth to come out so life can go back to normal. I feel I have gotten to know you better, though in certain ways, but I which it were you telling me about your life. The things I already knew made me feel close to you already. It had a lot to do with how nice you were to me and how sweetly you took care of me. It was confusing to have people tell me I knew nothing. But, I wanted to believe you. Why should I believe people who were mean to me? Your eyes were so beautiful and so honest. I loved you then as I do now. That is all I care about. Be careful and be happy.
I will be back around 12:30 to say hello. It is 6:46 and was up all night. Hopefully the person who was possibly going to help me will call me this a.m.. I hope you had a restful night. I was looking through stuff to figure out trash. Thinking of you with warmth and love. I will rest and then back to cleaning. Love, always!
ReplyDeleteHi! Had a weird sleep. I have been worried about getting help and worried about the possibility of having breast cancer. It makes me wonder about every ache and pain. This situation (both) makes my life really strange. Why do certain people have to be so strange, scary and weird? I have a weird life and so must you. All I ever wanted was to be able to keep talking to you and having fun, but she and her assistant took things to a whole new weird level. Now, I need to save you, but without knowing details. I cannot stop being drowsy. The female vascular surgeon had said to me about the BC going to my brain, so now I don't understand what is going on when I get dizzy, or feel so drowsy. Why do I have to be in the middle of "her" weirdness? I still think that she is planning to hurt you permanently. Please get away so you can get answers, w/o her oddness getting in the way.
ReplyDeleteI may have lost my potential help. :-(
ReplyDeleteI am losing so much potential time with you.
ReplyDeleteI think about even small things in life I would have loved to have spent with you.
ReplyDeleteJust be safe, sweet one; do not allow yourself to be discouraged!
ReplyDeleteFalse Imprisonment
ReplyDeleteThe crime of false imprisonment occurs when one person unlawfully restrains another without their consent.
Is that an accurate description regarding your current situation?
I need to do something. I am tired of getting nowhere. I want to be the one who is a rescuer and if possible, a friend....or more! Keep the faith!
ReplyDeleteI want to get you safe, one way, or another, then decide what is best to do.
ReplyDeletethe hardest part is figuring out time and date
ReplyDeletei have a lot of things going at once, then see what happens first and deal with it.
ReplyDeleteI am always looking for attorneys, or how to do court issues myself.
ReplyDeletethe problem is courts don't seem to respect people who work alone.
ReplyDeleteI prefer hit and run.
ReplyDeleteif we just get you free, then we need to figure the next step to keep you that way. I think us hooking up, so to speak, is the fastest and the most binding for them to not have any power over you. Then get an attorney to do the rest, or authorities. I don't know how you are restrained at each place.
ReplyDeleteyou need to look for opportunities at all times.
ReplyDeletepeople who are trustworthy? or does it seem no one can be trusted, because of their lies to any outside person? Is their any official kind of event coming up?
there....duh
Deleteeven if you cannot go to the sm clms ct, I will hopefully get to tell my story about you.
ReplyDeleteI will hopefully get to send a car for you.
ReplyDeleteI am going to get a professional company to come clean soon.
ReplyDeletemaybe early aug. I always need to know/figure expenses first. It is always tight, especially when I don't know what is going on that needs funding.
as I said, even if a fire needs to be started to call in an emergency (contained) you are justified to do what you need to get away. Not a dangerous situation, but have it look that way. or an ambulance by faking symptoms of illness.
ReplyDeleteCould you have a burner phone? Getting it to you is the problem. That is where a trusted insider comes in handy. Otherwise, a time and date will have to be carved in stone.
ReplyDeleteWhen you think of it they (all) have too much at stake to allow you to be free. It needs to be a covert deal, or go through a long, involved thing, with lies galore they tell.
ReplyDeleteJust keep in mind, your existence is a threat to them, unless you can sign a "hold harmless" agreement, but it may not work with such high stakes criminal activity. You must keep it in mind; they want you out of their faces and want your money and property. They cannot allow you to live to tell your story. If you have a stroke and it did not kill you, them you could be fine.....but what about your mother? I am so damn worried about you; I cannot tell you.
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