I am confused, but I love you. I hate my life, but I am trying to hang in there. I often want to just die, but I worry I won't see you again. I want to do some lovely things with you. Please agree to ADR.
I don't know what you think, but I think I deserve to have at least a couple of nice moments with you. You owe me nothing, but it would be wonderful to leave the Earth with a peaceful solution in one of its sections. I would also love to give you the picture and book I got for you ages ago. I wanted only to make you happy. It was my only wish.
'Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone' Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead, Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest, My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now: put out every one; Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun; Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood; For nothing now can ever come to any good.
It is so rare that people find one they know they will love forever and feel at peace with and know they would gladly give their life to save, but to survive such arduous trials and unfair attacks along with it and know the feeling still survives after many years; the heart breaks to pieces to think of giving up on it and moving on to a sad end. I can only hope my years are close to the end. Good-bye, one of my dreams. You kept me alive when I thought it was over.
Please don't be upset with me. It truly makes me sad. I have so little else for happiness. You are my happiness. Keep it low, but not gone; it hurts too much. I admit it; I need you.
Just tell the truth; you'll be fine.
ReplyDeleteI am confused, but I love you. I hate my life, but I am trying to hang in there. I often want to just die, but I worry I won't see you again. I want to do some lovely things with you. Please agree to ADR.
ReplyDeleteI don't know what you think, but I think I deserve to have at least a couple of nice moments with you. You owe me nothing, but it would be wonderful to leave the Earth with a peaceful solution in one of its sections. I would also love to give you the picture and book I got for you ages ago.
ReplyDeleteI wanted only to make you happy. It was my only wish.
'Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone'
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
W H Auden
It is so rare that people find one they know they will love forever and feel at peace with and know they would gladly give their life to save, but to survive such arduous trials and unfair attacks along with it and know the feeling still survives after many years; the heart breaks to pieces to think of giving up on it and moving on to a sad end. I can only hope my years are close to the end. Good-bye, one of my dreams. You kept me alive when I thought it was over.
ReplyDeletePlease don't be upset with me. It truly makes me sad. I have so little else for happiness. You are my happiness. Keep it low, but not gone; it hurts too much. I admit it; I need you.
ReplyDelete