I prayed for you and saw a shooting star. It really felt nice.
Please don't forget me. I am still me. Just a bit damaged, but seeing you would heal me.
Friday, August 30, 2019
Tuesday, August 27, 2019
Wednesday, August 21, 2019
I wish I could go on an evening walk with you. There is a really nice place in Marin called The Pelican Inn and it is by the ocean, and there are frogs at night and their sound creates such a nice ambiance. It is magical, the entire ambiance of the place.
I dream about holding your hand and walking in nature. I am so deeply wounded, I feel like only your presence can heal me. I am tired and so sad.
I dream about holding your hand and walking in nature. I am so deeply wounded, I feel like only your presence can heal me. I am tired and so sad.
Notes of Love-
Music is your voice
in my ear
That reverberates
In my lonely
heart
a solitary sweet
note
of love and desire
How long must one
suffer
In despair and longing
Until the end is
released
as a dove from
its cage
Is it arbitrary
or by design?
Passionate devotion
turns reverie
Into daydreams
and reality into
Avoidance
Truth becomes an
abomination
to a lover's soul
Time grows flowers
and trees
But my heart grows
more timid
in hope
and yet
Increased in
ardent yearning
creating a
melange of intense
pain
from which
there exists
no relief
Until your music
returns to
me.
-Haviva
(C) HVM 2019
Music is your voice
in my ear
That reverberates
In my lonely
heart
a solitary sweet
note
of love and desire
How long must one
suffer
In despair and longing
Until the end is
released
as a dove from
its cage
Is it arbitrary
or by design?
Passionate devotion
turns reverie
Into daydreams
and reality into
Avoidance
Truth becomes an
abomination
to a lover's soul
Time grows flowers
and trees
But my heart grows
more timid
in hope
and yet
Increased in
ardent yearning
creating a
melange of intense
pain
from which
there exists
no relief
Until your music
returns to
me.
-Haviva
(C) HVM 2019
Tuesday, August 20, 2019
Each time I think about all the concern and kindness you have shown me, I get all warm and melty inside. You made my life feel sweet and protected. I could never forget your amazing dedication and care.
I love you and want to show you my endless love and caring for you as long as it makes you happy. I would never want to be a chain around your neck.
I love you and want to show you my endless love and caring for you as long as it makes you happy. I would never want to be a chain around your neck.
Happy Quote
Monday, August 19, 2019
Writing is good for my soul, but I am thinking myself crazy trying to figure out what you think. If I hadn't been told by that horrible man that this could last forever, I would not be so frantic. I know who made the cruel mind games and I have let them affect me. I have heard every mean thing they could think of to run down my self-esteem....which barely existed anyway.
I know you worried about me and it was the nicest thing ever to me. You have been the most wonderful person in my life. I felt cared over. I want to do the same for you, if I may.
I know you worried about me and it was the nicest thing ever to me. You have been the most wonderful person in my life. I felt cared over. I want to do the same for you, if I may.
I was doing the best I could and still am. I was and to a degree, still am worried about you. If you had not sounded upset and showed me reasons to worry about you, then I might not have been so panicked, but all I knew is how your voice sounded and what I saw and my heart was broken and also in a panic ever since. My only thoughts have been to keep you safe and the cruel people away. If it was some kind of weird farce, how was I to know? You know I would walk through fire for you. I have not stopped my concern for you and my writing each day to keep you safe. I have no idea why some in authority laugh it off. Why did that horrible man and it seemed everyone else, scream at me? I was beaten and intimidated way before the legal stuff. The friend of your partner, or?
I suppose I have been played by them, but am I the only one? Are these things done to see if someone is serious? Whatever the reason, I was terrified for you and depressed myself. There was never a reason to hire someone like a psy to terrorize and humiliate and sadden me, but I think the ultimate reason was to end my life. It makes me still worry, but I had only the Internet to use for your safety and I felt I needed to use real names, or no one would know of whom I was speaking. This has been a nightmare. All I EVER wanted was to see you happy and then to keep you safe. Cruel tormentors who forge signatures and thumb their noses at the court are not your friends. If I was supposed to understand things that I did not, how? How was I supposed to see through it all? There were times I might have died and all those false psy diagnoses would have been used as a reason. Just, PLEASE, understand I have done everything with a pure heart, a clean conscience and a sincere devotion to keeping you safe. If this was all done to make someone feel better as an act of vengeance, I hope it did it for them....then take that person the nearest psychiatric hospital, because they are a dangerous narcissistic sociopath. My sympathy and my empathy goes out to them. They are worse off than I, because they have a disease of the mind, whereas I do not. There is a fine line and I am not a professional, but I think that they all know right from wrong. (they were betting their cruelty and terrible behavior would do me in.)
They are all bad people. They were taking advantage of a nice idea and turned it into an opportunity to harm me....permanently and then.....?
I have no power in this situation; nothing is up to me what-so-ever; I am just the punching bag. They are horrible. Do what you desire, or need.
I support that which makes you happy.
I suppose I have been played by them, but am I the only one? Are these things done to see if someone is serious? Whatever the reason, I was terrified for you and depressed myself. There was never a reason to hire someone like a psy to terrorize and humiliate and sadden me, but I think the ultimate reason was to end my life. It makes me still worry, but I had only the Internet to use for your safety and I felt I needed to use real names, or no one would know of whom I was speaking. This has been a nightmare. All I EVER wanted was to see you happy and then to keep you safe. Cruel tormentors who forge signatures and thumb their noses at the court are not your friends. If I was supposed to understand things that I did not, how? How was I supposed to see through it all? There were times I might have died and all those false psy diagnoses would have been used as a reason. Just, PLEASE, understand I have done everything with a pure heart, a clean conscience and a sincere devotion to keeping you safe. If this was all done to make someone feel better as an act of vengeance, I hope it did it for them....then take that person the nearest psychiatric hospital, because they are a dangerous narcissistic sociopath. My sympathy and my empathy goes out to them. They are worse off than I, because they have a disease of the mind, whereas I do not. There is a fine line and I am not a professional, but I think that they all know right from wrong. (they were betting their cruelty and terrible behavior would do me in.)
They are all bad people. They were taking advantage of a nice idea and turned it into an opportunity to harm me....permanently and then.....?
I have no power in this situation; nothing is up to me what-so-ever; I am just the punching bag. They are horrible. Do what you desire, or need.
I support that which makes you happy.
Sunday, August 18, 2019
You have always inspired me and even helped motivate me to lose weight. (It can happen again, but other health forces are also at work as a big challenge, as you would well know....) You believed in me and helped me to endure the very, very difficult times. I am sorry if my anger, and my worry for you have cause any problem, but as far as I was concerned, your life was in danger. I HAD to do what I could to protect you, even if it created some problem; I saw the bigger picture. I want people to know that the ones who were wrong to do what they did and any possible harm to you would be known. You deserve to be treated like the great person you are and no less. It hurt to see any disrespect, or belittling done, it really made me angry. I did what I could, but as you should know, I would break any law, give all I have, including my life, to keep you safe.
It just feels natural to say that.
It just feels natural to say that.
I love you, but I could just be a friend, if that is your desire (you know me). I would still want to share my home with you and all I have (no matter what). Whatever you want, but I would be a great friend and support as you always were to me. I am honored to know you. I respect and revere you. You blessed my life forever.
I want to hug you, if I may, for a very long time, and just find out how you are and if I will ever be able to part of your life; basically support your wishes and desires. I want to take care of you and enjoy you for ever, but that's just me, so.....People need to be happy and fulfill their dreams, if possible. You have worked too hard to be under the thumb of anyone, you deserve respect and dignity. You were treated very badly and it angers me to think about it.
Saturday, August 17, 2019
I just don't know why the fun had to end. I was so enjoying being around you and talking to you. You make things fascinating and nice.
I love you, but I could just be a friend. I would still want to share my home with you and all I have (no matter what). Whatever you want, but I would be a great friend and support as you always were to me.
I love you, but I could just be a friend. I would still want to share my home with you and all I have (no matter what). Whatever you want, but I would be a great friend and support as you always were to me.
I have been dealing with severe anxiety. I guess that's what it's called. Can't sleep much. It is really tormenting. I know nothing and can only scrape up small bits of info, nothing really. I do get angry at times, it is no wonder after well over 3.5 years of being attacked. I get very resentful. I am sorry. I am worried all of the time, with an undercurrent of sadness. I adore you so much, I would be very sad, if you were mad at me. Life is unbearable as it is. The only things that get me by are pretending to write to you and praying for you to my angel. We both love you. Trust me, because I only want what you want and I want to share everything with you. I hope you perhaps do see this, but I can't count on it, but it makes me feel better somewhat. I am sorry if I say wrong things, but things you had said/did create a lot of worry for you even now and more because of the cruel predators. I always feel I must impress upon people the seriousness of this situation. I don't want them to ignore the situation. All I care about is your safety, so people look out for you. At least many know the situation. Even a deputy in the elevator spoke about it to me. No one can get away with harming you....It has been my mission. It is what I would be so happy doing in person too; keeping you safe and happy.
I never knew anyone I wanted to care for so much like this. Please give me a blanket absolution. I will attempt to make it up to you for the rest of my life and it would be my joy.
I never knew anyone I wanted to care for so much like this. Please give me a blanket absolution. I will attempt to make it up to you for the rest of my life and it would be my joy.
Friday, August 16, 2019
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Please don't hold anything I have done against me. I would never hold anything against you either. I am easy and reasonable. I think you know that. I am doing what I can to stop further abuse of innocent people and in that effort, also getting my own problem solved. What is being done to other people in this situation is terrible/criminal. I cannot think about it happening to innocent people and having them suffer the way I have and I am sure it has not been easy for you either.
I love you and would compromise like mad for you. I want your happiness and good health and freedom. I think that has been greatly lacking for you.
I love you and would compromise like mad for you. I want your happiness and good health and freedom. I think that has been greatly lacking for you.
Live Free~
You, the dearest
beloved one
of my dreams
Our destinies are
never
quite as
fate
means
My ache for the
tender
look on your face
The warmth of your
eyes
the hope of embrace
You bless me with
even the
smallest
delights
That keep
blossoming
through my
lonely and
frightening
nights.
When will you
ever
come back to me?
I'll give you my
all
and you can live
Free.
Haviva~
(c) HVM 2019
You, the dearest
beloved one
of my dreams
Our destinies are
never
quite as
fate
means
My ache for the
tender
look on your face
The warmth of your
eyes
the hope of embrace
You bless me with
even the
smallest
delights
That keep
blossoming
through my
lonely and
frightening
nights.
When will you
ever
come back to me?
I'll give you my
all
and you can live
Free.
Haviva~
(c) HVM 2019
Thursday, August 15, 2019
How am I supposed to know how to deal with things like this? People just did horrible things and I had/have to decide what to do. I have a lot of pressure to do the right thing, and all I can think about is keeping you safe. I am just one person with many attacking me! The worry is overwhelming, the emotions too. Never has the truth been told to me, just torment, taunting and threats. Bad people are involved and I am not fully certain how many. All I can do is deduce from what I know. I cannot just let it all go by unacted upon.
All I know is that the truth is never wrong. I did not start this weird thing. They took my honest intent and turned it ugly. They are horrible, desperate people and need to be exposed.
My fear and love won't let it go. Not if your safety could be at risk. People who dispense cruelty so easily to me, I am sure have no problem doing it to you too and you are much more important to them. They want me to stay out of your life, so you can be owned. I want you to live free and happy.
All I know is that the truth is never wrong. I did not start this weird thing. They took my honest intent and turned it ugly. They are horrible, desperate people and need to be exposed.
My fear and love won't let it go. Not if your safety could be at risk. People who dispense cruelty so easily to me, I am sure have no problem doing it to you too and you are much more important to them. They want me to stay out of your life, so you can be owned. I want you to live free and happy.
Wednesday, August 14, 2019
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L-ARGININE
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ASTRAGALUS
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COCOA FLAVANOLS
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COENZME Q10
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TURMERIC
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I looked at my little doggie and she just stood there staring at me, so I said, "do you need to go pee pee?" She jumped playfully and did little barks, so I put on my slippers to get ready to take her out, but I guess her need was too desperate, because when I went to her, she was already squatting on a small throw rug. Oh well, I understand that urgency....poor little thing. Glad I usually have water around I save from washing dishes to flush with, so I had ready water to put the little throw rug into it. It can air dry in the sun later. Life's little dramas. That should be the worst thing to happen, right?
I don't like the ugliness of all of this faux legal stuff. It forces me into someone I do't like, or want to be. I just want happiness and joy of life.
Why can't it be that way? Do people actually want the ugly and meanness? Time is fleeting, just enjoy it while we can.
Nasty and cruel are a waste of important, precious time.
Why can't it be that way? Do people actually want the ugly and meanness? Time is fleeting, just enjoy it while we can.
Nasty and cruel are a waste of important, precious time.
You Took Care of My Soul
You Took Care of My Soul~
I lost you and I don't know
why
I hurt so much and of course I
cry
You gave me much more than I can
say
You provided your love in a subtle
way
Dignified and noble
dedicated and caring
My world was protected and sweet
I never had that before
you
It was magic
I was imbued with a sense of blessed
security and a feeling that you kept me
from harm
my
l
i
f
e
line
You could make anything happen
No matter how things seemed
you were there
for
me
Now, I am adrift and frightened
This is not life
it is a slow
sad
lonely
painful
hollow
death.
~Haviva
I lost you and I don't know
why
I hurt so much and of course I
cry
You gave me much more than I can
say
You provided your love in a subtle
way
Dignified and noble
dedicated and caring
My world was protected and sweet
I never had that before
you
It was magic
I was imbued with a sense of blessed
security and a feeling that you kept me
from harm
my
l
i
f
e
line
You could make anything happen
No matter how things seemed
you were there
for
me
Now, I am adrift and frightened
This is not life
it is a slow
sad
lonely
painful
hollow
death.
~Haviva
Tuesday, August 13, 2019
I have gone through years of HELL because someone decided I was a threat and could not be bothered discussing the matter like a mature grown-up, figured the best way to approach things was to have someone else take the fall for their own insecurities and put that person's name on legal papers and go after me. THAT is what I call a COWARD and GUTLESS WONDER!It only shows that there is a great lack of communication and a sense of entitlement over the other person, not love. What was done to me was ILLEGAL and shows a clear lack of reason. It is obvious that, that person is not concerned about anyone else but themselves and does not mind humiliating and degrading the person who was forced to put the restraining order under their name. I never bought it in the first place as to who it was from. It was illegal. Both the person who wanted the attorney and the actual client should be ashamed....and arrested! There were multiple forgeries and lies in the papers and I was treated like scum! The person forced into it was a victim like me! I was abused for many years! I have SUFFERED! THIS IS A DISGRACE!
Just remember that I am doing the best I can and with a pure heart. I have never tried to hurt you and I have never lied to you. I am sure those other people and the one closest to you cannot say either of those things. I will never use you, frighten you, or make you sad. You are the one I love and cherish. I am sorry for the way I must do things, but they will not communicate and I stay frustrated and sad and with the threats they made in my head. My biggest worry is for you. They mentally manipulate and hold you with lies and threats. That is not how good people behave.
It was taken from a nice personal matter and hijacked by others for the personal agenda of someone else and cruelly made into a faux legal matter. Those are the devious people who are in charge of your life. They act like your owners. That is not right and needs to be exposed. I was beaten up and no one cares. I try and fight back as best I can, but I walk a thin line of creating exposure and humiliation, but it should not be humiliating for the victim! The people creating this terrible situation are to blame. I did nothing but follow procedure, but they jumped in and perverted it. They used you to help them get me to fall into their trap by mentioning becoming friends. It opened the door for them to cause all things of torment, so I would create "evidence" for them, by making me think you were angry at me, which didn't make any sense at all. I believe they tell one story to certain people and keep me in a faux/legal state to control me. It is insidious and evil.
Don't forget, people casually played games with me and put my life in danger. No one would help me and the people in charge taunted me and said all kinds of cruel lies and things to torment me. I have done nothing wrong. I could only do what instinct told me. How would you like having that obnoxious humuculous screaming in your face with lies and threats? Then there is the queen bee who just waves a checkbook and has her selfish wishes carried out? Those people are monsters who think they own others and will forever keep them as prisoners. Do what you want, or need, but I am fighting for justice and only complete truth can make that happen. No one tells me anything and it is painful. Those people do not care about the welfare of anyone else. From you, they want what you can provide. That is it. That place has always had a bad reputation....
I am here.
I am here.
Monday, August 12, 2019
Maybe you hate me now, but I need to protect you. That is all that matters to me in life. I will risk anything to do it. If you are hurt, I am hurt too. You and my son, are all that is important to me. I would rather have you angry at me, than have you dead. I am a product of my tormentors. They beat me up and refuse to say why, then FINE! I will EXPOSE THEM ALL! I tell the TRUTH, they DO NOT!
I could have never stared into your eyes the way I did without being in love with you. I could never have written the things I have without being so incredibly, madly in love with you.
I know I am not much, but I would always take care of you and show you how it feels to be loved with a passion that will not die. I want to know you for the rest of my life.
I know I am not much, but I would always take care of you and show you how it feels to be loved with a passion that will not die. I want to know you for the rest of my life.
I am only doing what I feel I need to do. I am not trying to make anyone upset, even though no one cared about my treatment. I will never blame you, only exonerate you. Anyone else had many, many opportunities. Even now, I would do nothing if the thing were dropped. If for some reason you need all the time, I guess I will find out. All I know is how much I care about you,
Sunday, August 11, 2019
The person who had the legal stuff done to me, might want to consider having it dropped. I am going to ramp up my revealations about what was done to me, because from what that horrible man said to me, he could "keep it going forever." I do not this his real client will ever drop it, unless brought to her senses. Someone that self-centered and callous, wants what is best for herself, and to Hell with what anyone else wants, or is affected. How could anyone live with a person like that? Narcissists are dreadful. I don't think they know the meaning of love at all.
I have had a very difficult time getting by. I am sorry for my anger, lashing out, but I have been terrorized and I am trying to survive. I pray, write shitty poems, I eat, I take my dog out, started biting my nails again and try to not dwell on revenge. Oh, I pluck snails off my 3/4 eaten veggie plants. (The snails look very healthy.) I have watched so many romantic comedies, I have begun to sound like Hugh Grant. I have many messes to clean up, literally and figuratively. People seem trite. My dog and 2 sea gulls are my closest companions.....
Sometimes I forget why I am alive.
I was told to watch a happy movie. That is stellar psychiatry. Never would have thought of watching a "happy movie."
Brilliant.
I feel like I am waiting for a bus that will never come.
Sometimes I forget why I am alive.
I was told to watch a happy movie. That is stellar psychiatry. Never would have thought of watching a "happy movie."
Brilliant.
I feel like I am waiting for a bus that will never come.
Saturday, August 10, 2019
I give you my word, that when I see you again, no mention of this matter will take place, if that is your desire. Life is meant to be lovely, not an endless misery. You are my joy, I am not going to taint my joy with the ugliness of this situation. I will just be happy to have it over and the people who should not have done this reprimanded and never be allowed to hurt others again.
I hope that after all this we can be able to have a good discussion privately before you decide anything against me. I truly felt that we could be reasonable and come to a lovely agreement as far as being friends. I would just hate to lose you. You have always been there for me, I want to do the same for you.
As you can tell, I am feeling very vulnerable and anxious. I obviously do not know what you think and I am trying to expend my anxiety. I am in your hands. I don't mind being in your wonderful hands; it is my dream. I trust you and believe in you. I know you want the best for me, just as I do you.
As you can tell, I am feeling very vulnerable and anxious. I obviously do not know what you think and I am trying to expend my anxiety. I am in your hands. I don't mind being in your wonderful hands; it is my dream. I trust you and believe in you. I know you want the best for me, just as I do you.
I just want this stupid thing over and have you co-own my home as my gift. You are so precious to me and I appreciate what you have done for me. I do love you, but it only has to mean that I am dedicated/loyal to you. Love cannot be wrong; hate and apathy are the terrible ones. I would never try to be anything more than you want. I am happy to just be around you, help you and take care of you. I feel as if a huge part of me is missing with you gone. This has been awful.
I HATE BULLIES!
If I could speak with you, I would take your advice about everything/anything. I respect you. I need your input. Please help me. As it stands, I must go it on my own. I never thought things would be so complicated, but I have made it thus far. I worry others might not, if the come up against this evil gang. I know that people are keeping an eye on things and if anyone tries to harm you in any way, the boom will come down on them. Don't let ANY of them bully you any longer. They are not powerful over you. If anyone harms you, I will not care about any false order, I will go after them personally. I HATE BULLIES!
I hope that Guasco's shadow client understands that the truth will come out eventually and will suffer the consequences and humiliation, not to mention possible prison. I offered many times to put a halt to the criminal activity, and I would sign, "Hold Harmless" agreements, but my offers fell on deaf ears. Some people may be smart about a few things, but not when it comes to common sense. That is too bad, because I am a forgiving person, but I am placed between a rock and a hard place.
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How does Kaiser get away with seeming to own their doctors and subverting
the law, while all those in authority, just let them do it? Doesn't that make the entire
the law, while all those in authority, just let them do it? Doesn't that make the entire
system of Justice moot? How can anyone break the law? Or is Justice really
only for the wealthy? Could I see a current menu, because I would like to know
what the going market price is for Justice. I have been abused dreadfully in
the name of Justice; they (Kaiser) must have spent a bundle on me. But you
know what? My wealthy, highly educated doctor is the one who is more prisoner
than I. He was forced against his will to do this to me, because he went against
the iron fist of Kaiser and dared to protect me, because I asked him to be at
my surgery. Then he was punished under the guise of my having upset him for
things I could have only done over 3 months prior. TROs should be for
immediate danger, not for someone giving thank you gifts. The only way they
found out was because I used the voice mail line (they set up) to thank him for
being there. I was given the number by the manager of Patient Relations,
Bertha Ponse. None of this against me holds water, but his courage got him
slapped down and put behind a wall to remind him that he is a prisoner, and to
cap it off, made him file a restraining order against me. It is like the way the
Mafia hurts the people around you that you care about, instead of going for
you directly. It is worse torture. His every move is monitored. I am realising
that Kaiser seems to be a very scary place. They seem use hitmen to get rid of
"problem patients." They did it to me before a long time ago, but in a different
way. It is like some scary horror movie unfolding. They seem to be hiding a lot.
I just don't get why people in authority go along with their obvious abuse of the
law.
I was terrorized and no one bats an eye. I just read about a judge reprimanded
for groping people, while much worse abuse was done to me by Judge Novak
and everyone just covers it up. Why? Plus Kaiser let an insane acting
"psychiatrist" be hired back to Kaiser to just do anything to me her twisted mind
conjured up. It is like the movie "Coma", but with "Conspiracy Theory" mixed in
and more. Kaiser has their own little society and the outsiders (me) and the
insiders don't mix. Dr. L wanted to know me as a person nice to
talk to. It is their world and they say what their property can do. It appears that
Freedom is not allowed. The world is burning up soon anyway, what is the point
of anything? I just wanted to see him again and maybe give him a hug.
My oncologist always hugged me, but they are probably allowed, because
most of their patients are gonners. I was an anomaly. This torment is pay back,
I guess.
Dr. L and I were never even slightly over the decorum line. But, it was such
a nice friendship. He is fun to talk to. They will never let me off the false R.O.
a nice friendship. He is fun to talk to. They will never let me off the false R.O.
anyway, so it is a moot point....I believe Guasco got partner and a new
house out of it; he should thank me, instead of yelling in my face. Slime ball
pretty much fits him to
house out of it; he should thank me, instead of yelling in my face. Slime ball
pretty much fits him to
a "T".
Sincerely,
Cheryl Petrovich
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Southern Delta Aquariids (SDA) Jul 30 2 – 5
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Perseids (PER) Aug 13 5 – 2
eta Eridanids (ERI) Aug 11 1 – 1
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