My doggie is making funny snorry sounds. She is cute.
I keep dreaming about you every night now.
I want to see you so much.
Friday, May 31, 2019
Thursday, May 30, 2019
I wish there were a way to see you and talk with you. You may not know how much you have meant to me, but I lost the person I most enjoyed being around and so enjoying the nice times. Believe it, or not, I even miss the bad times, when you were being controlled. Just to see your expressive face and warm eyes, would make me breathe again, and feel as if my guardian angel were blessing me with my dearest wish. It has been so long since seeing you, I have subsisted on my dreams, prayer, memories and imagination. My feelings remain deep and pure. You have my heart and you live in mine. What you want is what I desire. You should be happy and carefree. Let no one rob you of that. Be safe. Feel my endless support and love.
Wednesday, May 29, 2019
I have my new washing machine up and running. It certainly makes clothes come out nicely! I can just drain the water into a bucket and use it for other things. I use earth friendly soap, so I have no worries about watering plants with it. The hose got away from me once when I was draining, so water went everywhere!
I hope to do more painting. I want to do the stairs. I also have some ideas about alternatives to actual carpet. The person who gave a quote on carpet installation was way too much. My rugs are not in the best shape, so ... not exactly Earth shattering stuff, but my world is small. I only want to enjoy life when I can see you again. Of course, I may just be forgotten by then. Oh well. You probably have put me out of your mind like a terrible nightmare. I will never forget you.
I hope to do more painting. I want to do the stairs. I also have some ideas about alternatives to actual carpet. The person who gave a quote on carpet installation was way too much. My rugs are not in the best shape, so ... not exactly Earth shattering stuff, but my world is small. I only want to enjoy life when I can see you again. Of course, I may just be forgotten by then. Oh well. You probably have put me out of your mind like a terrible nightmare. I will never forget you.
Don't think I'm weird, it is hard going through this and when you love someone it is terrible grief, but great anticipation too, although I also have no idea what will happen. My heart is more in Hell than Limbo. It is hard to ache so much each day.
How could I have been so blessed to know you and love you?
How could I have been so blessed to know you and love you?
"It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
without saying a word
you can light up the dark
try as I may I can never explain
what I hear when you don't say a thing..."
I loved it when we didn't even have to talk, but I heard every word you said.
You warm my heart. I love you.
https://youtu.be/t8rScDquxFQ
"Notting Hill", Paul Overstreet
without saying a word
you can light up the dark
try as I may I can never explain
what I hear when you don't say a thing..."
I loved it when we didn't even have to talk, but I heard every word you said.
You warm my heart. I love you.
https://youtu.be/t8rScDquxFQ
"Notting Hill", Paul Overstreet
Tuesday, May 28, 2019
I do hope you will want to see me, because I think it would feel natural. I want to just pick up where we left off. I want to hug you and look at you. I know I have gotten older looking, but it is for a reason....time has gone by and it has been an awful strain. But, it will not be a topic. Just happiness and the joy of seeing you again.
This morning, I found a gray feather at my feet, when I took my doggie out. I did ask for a sign...
If you’ve ever found a grey feather in an unusual place, you may have been left scratching your head and wondering how it got there. Whether you’ve found a feather in your house, car or even your purse, it could be a sign that angels are near. Let’s take a look at the messages your angels are trying to give you…
A period of tranquillity may lie ahead
Have you been going through a tough time? The grey feather might have appeared to reassure you that the road ahead is much more positive. The feather won’t undo the past nor will it erase bad memories, but it could help to ease your pain and suffering.
Have you been going through a tough time? The grey feather might have appeared to reassure you that the road ahead is much more positive. The feather won’t undo the past nor will it erase bad memories, but it could help to ease your pain and suffering.
Whether you’ve lost your job or someone you care about has passed away, the grey feather could be trying to tell you that everything will be okay. It might not seem like it at the moment but you’re a strong person and you will survive this. Make yourself and those you love proud by holding your head up high and carrying on with life as best you can. Eventually you’ll feel like a great weight has been lifted off your shoulders and you’ll start to feel joy again. Things will get better and these negative thoughts won’t last forever.
Think carefully before making any big decisions
The appearance of a grey feather could indicate that the answer to a big decision isn’t as black and white as you’d hope. Take your time and think carefully before making any bold moves or drastic life changes. Have you been offered a new job? Before accepting the offer, ask yourself whether this is really the position for you. If so, congratulations! If you’re not so sure, keep looking.
The appearance of a grey feather could indicate that the answer to a big decision isn’t as black and white as you’d hope. Take your time and think carefully before making any bold moves or drastic life changes. Have you been offered a new job? Before accepting the offer, ask yourself whether this is really the position for you. If so, congratulations! If you’re not so sure, keep looking.
If you’re looking for a new place to live, weigh up your options and do plenty of research before snapping somewhere up. Consider everything from the property’s location to its price, decor and even its house number. Take a look at our house number numerology post to find out what your future home’s number could mean for you.
Make peace with those you may have fallen out with
Have you fallen out with a friend, argued with your partner, or not spoken to a relative in years? The mysterious appearance of a grey feather may suggest it’s time to make amends and put your differences aside.
Have you fallen out with a friend, argued with your partner, or not spoken to a relative in years? The mysterious appearance of a grey feather may suggest it’s time to make amends and put your differences aside.
If you know deep down that you can mend a broken relationship, do everything in your power to resolve the conflict, even if you know it’s not your fault. Sometimes you just have to be the bigger person and say “let’s fix this.”
Sometimes, big falls outs can be completely out of your hands. If this is the case and you know nothing you do will heal the problem, don’t be too hard on yourself. Sometimes all you can do is wait for the other person to see the error of their ways and hope they come to you.
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