TAGWIW

 I would have been there and loved my friend forever, but criminal minds have taken over his entire life and way of being, so I do not hold hope for anything even remotely resembling truth or justice emanating from him, no matter what horrific atrocities his captors may have done to himself, or others; as was demonstrated during a trial when he had every chance to exonerate an innocent victim, but instead helped the criminals to make her situation worse by clearing the way for her to be given a criminal record, the likes of which she never had before, nor never would. His insane, narcissistic domestic partner and her lackey sub-standard attorney have created in him a world of fear and servitude, so he will never unattach himself from her matronly, ample, yet abusive bosoms. 

It is strange how some people find self-destruction seductive. It is just sick; that is all. It hurts someone, like me who actually cares for him to see it happen. Has she lopped off any human parts recently? If so, he should sing it from the highest mountain. Because that makes her a monster, not a sentient human. 

I remember the frightened voice on the phone; in fact, I will never forget it. It permanently sealed my love for him and made the vow to always be there for him" non-negotiable.

Yet, somehow cruelty, hate, and humiliation are the driving force to permanent devotion for him, not sweet passion, tenderness and loving desire forever. I guess those are too mundane.........REALLY?  One will nurture you, one will kill you. Take a guess which is which?