True

 I hope things work out well for you. It is all I want for you. I am so sorry you have had to be caught up with terrible people. I will do whatever you want, or need, but it seems like you do not want me to be in your life, is that right?

I would do anything to know you again. 

The only way I lasted so long was hope.

I get really low feeling. It has been awful. It is hard not communicating for so long, but true feelings last forever.