Won't stop

 It is difficult to stay upbeat, but I make the effort. I do appreciate any encouragement. 

It is easy to sink into despair. 

There IS a "vast conspiracy"! That attorney mocked me about it, but I have been through it. She knew it. 

I am not the ACTUAL victim, but I KNOW WHO IS! It doesn't make me feel better; it makes me feel worse, because I don't know what to do, but I won't stop trying.

He can't either.