Will

 I am absolutely devoted to him. I have no expectations, except his happiness and safety. 

To think of never seeing him again saddens and panics me, but I have displayed my strength. I would not go into surgery without him. I trust only him. 

I guess I will die.  What else is living good for, if the person who is cared about is not there?

I will always be there for whatever he needs and not when he does not need, or want.