I know that things were done to manipulate me. I may have been gullible thinking it would ever happen, but it was love too. I wanted to believe. Love won't go away, but it is painful. I so enjoyed just being near you. Even now I can close my eyes and think of you and my heart races. Fooling myself is what kept me alive. After it is over, I am not certain, but I know you will always be with me, In my heart forever.