I ask forgiveness for anything I may have said, or done to offend during
this nearly five year ordeal of torment and trial, humbling and demeaning while fighting for my own honor and dignity as well as your safety. I am not cruel, I love and nurture. My only source of soothing
was knowing I would once again see your sweet face smiling at me. It was my dearest wish and is still to this day. Always with love.