I know that in my struggles to grasp this horrible ordeal, I may do wrong things, but they are honest mistakes while trying to survive. I am basically alone and scared or many things, but mostly scared of not seeing you again. I hope you will be understanding and forgiving. I never hurt anyone purposely. That is for others to do. I love and care about people.....especially you.
I am a reasonable, kind, caring, compassionate person. I want your happiness. People can beat the crap out of me....and they have and I will still be devoted to you. Forever.