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Brand	Doctor Danielle
Ingredients	Top Quality Organic Mushrooms - Fruiting Bodies of Lion's Mane, Cordyceps, Reishi, Shiitake, Maitake, Blazei, Turkey Trail in vegetarian capsules. See more
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Additives	Organic, Gluten Free, Vegan

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IMMUNE SUPPORT SUPPLEMENT -Dr. Danielle’s Organic Mushroom complex supports the immune system and promotes wellness and vitality. Dr. Danielle Saunders (licensed physician, naturopathic doctor, and biochemist) has created a mushroom complex using the time-honored Eastern tradition mushrooms, such as Shiitake, Maitake, Lion’s Mane, Reishi, Turkey Tail, Blazei, and Cordyceps.
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I got 4 pine tree branches and made my usual "Charlie Brown" tree and decorated it with necklaces and crystals and brooches. It looks pretty. I should get lights for it.

I hope you are doing well. You are never out of my head and my heart.

Sunday, December 20, 2020

🎄🎅🤶🎄🎅🤶

I haven't had holidays for years, but I wish you were with me for Christmas.🎄🎅🤶

Okay

Is it still okay for me to love you?

I would take such good care of you and you would always feel loved and respected.

I loved you the first day I met you after I spoke with you on the phone. I don't think I could have told you, if it hadn't been for these strange circumstances. I am too shy otherwise. You have kept me alive and in love.

Hints

I miss you, even slight hints of you.

Quietly

Spending time quietly thinking about you today.

Don't you ever feel alone, or sad. This criminal activity should not hold you back from seeking help from me.

I will never let you feel alone, or sad. Love does not allow that. You are everything to me.

Time apart

A Time Apart~

His magic is his easy charm
and loyalty to my alarms
He knows I always understand
when he's been there to lend a hand

His life is stuck to toeing lines
and staying calm in hard trying times
But I can tell he's been awfully abused
which leaves me feeling sadly confused

My heart is now at a raw tender stage

and left
in sorrow, turning to rage
I loved him with entire decorum

Tho'
It should have been held in a much

different forum

My heart has been alone and sad

Those cruel attackers made me so mad
My life could well be drawing short
Too much time spent in a foul phoney court

I love him still as I did way back then
It's in his deft hands to be his dear friend
Whatever the fate that for me he decides
I know I'll shall see it alive in his eyes.
~Haviva

(c) HVM 2020

Path

Reign of Terror~

I lived in agony
and
tormented
soul
The only way out
was to be
in
control

Before I could
meld
two halves
to a whole
I
owned their abuse
and
set a new
goal

Those champions of evil
and
admirers of hate
should look to
tomorrow and ponder
their fate

The Universe remembers
each cruelty
inflicted
and
down a short path
will find culprits
convicted.

~Haviva

Trust

If I die, I only want you to get what I leave. That awful man took my will. I don't want him to take anything of mine. I don't want her to have anything either. I had the power of attorney in my file that he took too. That was for you too. That is how much I always trusted you and do still.

Devotion

I started doing this to show support and devotion. I did not want you to feel alone in your pain. I didn't want to feel alone either. I hurt so badly. I am feeling that way again. It is a pain that goes deep. It is so hard to deal with it. It is worse than physical pain.

St. Barbara - Saints & Angels -

She is the patron saint of armourers, artillerymen, architects, mathematicians, miners and the Italian Navy. St. Barbara is one of the Fourteen Holy Helpers,

Just the Way You Are

Rose

🌹🌹❤

Tomorrow night's star

I am not going to take anything as final until we meet. I will not settle for less than your happiness and safety and me at least being thought of as at least as a friend who you may contact, be near, or whatever is desired by you. That is a demand. I will never leave you vulnerable again. People are predators. My worry for you is what has driven me to write hundreds of letters and emails to keep you safe. You have never been off my mind. You are a part of me. I will never relax if those predators are still in charge of you. I was their scapegoat for what they want to do to you anyway.

Remember to look at the Bethlehem star tomorrow night. I will pray for you. (I always do.)

Saturday, December 19, 2020

If

Do what you want. Call me if you need me. I would defy any kind of trouble to help you.

I will never desert you. Love keeps me devoted.

I didn't start this, but I shoulder it alone, I guess.

I care what happens to people. It's what I do.

Pain

My insides hurt again. I was getting better. Now, pain from by navel to my right side.

Still

Do you still want to escape?

Friday, December 18, 2020

Freely

I will only have happiness when I can see you freely again.

My heart has never been so emotional before you.

I will never be the same

and I am forever grateful.

Thursday, December 17, 2020

Outta

Stephen Colbert was answering personality questions, not sure I could do it well. I think honesty is the base of my personality and brave is both my downfall and survival. I would save my loved one without thinking about the danger. Without my loved one life would be drab and lifeless. That is why life in the recent past has been Hell. I wanted to give up many times. I could not stand not to know how you were doing. It frightens the crap out of me.

Delighted

Prayers

There is a lot of chance for misunderstanding. Don't let anything be the end over a mistake. This much time of devotion is no small thing. My prayers were done with love and hope.

Night

Tuesday, December 15, 2020

Why

Hope

Focus

"It is during our darkest moments that we must focus to see the light." -Aristotle

Saturday, December 12, 2020

Compassion

Little face

C

"A soul in a state of grace has nothing to fear of demons who are cowards."

St. Therese of Lisieux

👻

Watching 👻 ghostie shows on Travel channel app.

The people on the show are at some facility like an asylum.

They aren't very brave....

Talk

I can't think of anything I would rather do than snuggle with you watching a movie, or just talking. You are my only desire after all these years. I have never gone through so much and still wonder if I will ever get to see you. It hurts everyday. I know my eyes will never want to leave your face. I don't want to lose you again. I don't think I could and stay alive. It would be too much to take.

Friday, December 11, 2020

Friendship

Wednesday, December 9, 2020

Redemption

Open~

Fog has gathered

over the ocean and has

created a sanctuary

for dreamers

and those

looking for

redemption

and an open heart

that forgives

a tortured soul.

I am such a

soul

and

I pray your heart

open

again.

Love,

Haviva

company

Thoughts of you keep my mind company all day and into much of the night.

Hard time

It has been a VERY difficult time and I got through it very well so far, but I have been terrorized and beaten up and I panic about the outcome. Humans who are abused don't always perform like a trained seal.

Old poem I wrote

"On the Brink of Love's Despair"~

The love and passion that so sacredly envelops me

Is the aura of your inner beauty that resonates throughout

the further reaches of my heart and soul

You innervated me where previously I was numb, stagnant

and mostly dead

Gently, with a trace of timidity, you held my hand and the

euphoric energy that flowed from your being to mine

took control and made me forever yours

Never has a day since been ordinary. The roses have a

luminous quality and a fragrance that softly wafts on a

welcomed breeze to perfume my silent, rapturous thoughts

of you

But you have been abolished. Stolen away from me.

My warm and tender dreams of you are now a desperate

plea to dysfunctional keepers of your freedom. They are made

of marble; not the stone that evokes involuntary gasps of

admiration, but instead, sighs of frustration at the piercing coldness

of their ridged unyielding cruelty and adherence to laws that never

saw the light of love or compassion.

I listen under the dark midnight sky, while waves hurtle themselves

to shore in a cacophony of auditory rage echoing my despair and

contained feeling of restrained anger and passing thoughts of violence.

I consider the option the watery depths could hold for me and I am

frightened, but tantalized.

~Haviva

You are loved

Just be safe and know you are loved. My frustration and sadness took control.

Tuesday, December 8, 2020

Kafka story

At 40, Franz Kafka (1883-1924), who never married and had no children, walked through the park in Berlin when he met a girl who was crying because she had lost her favourite doll. She and Kafka searched for the doll unsuccessfully.
Kafka told her to meet him there the next day and they would come back to look for her.
The next day, when they had not yet found the doll, Kafka gave the girl a letter "written" by the doll saying "please don't cry. I took a trip to see the world. I will write to you about my adventures."
Thus began a story which continued until the end of Kafka's life.
During their meetings, Kafka read the letters of the doll carefully written with adventures and conversations that the girl found adorable.
Finally, Kafka brought back the doll (he bought one) that had returned to Berlin.
"It doesn't look like my doll at all," said the girl.
Kafka handed her another letter in which the doll wrote: "my travels have changed me." the little girl hugged the new doll and brought her happy home.
A year later Kafka died.
Many years later, the now-adult girl found a letter inside the doll. In the tiny letter signed by Kafka it was written:
"Everything you love will probably be lost, but in the end, love will return in another way."

Sunday, December 6, 2020

Lucky

It just hurts my heart to think that such a wonderful person as you gets abused, mistreated. (Defiled) It is like purposely harming a Rembrandt, and slapping a saint. I know, you are human, but still, you are to be nurtured and appreciated, not stomped on and taken for granted.

I would love to have a chance to show how much I appreciate you.

I truly meant it when I said the people were lucky to work for you.

I am lucky to have been in love with you.

I know, I am not photogenic......but HI!

Friday, December 4, 2020

Fire

There was a fire along Hwy 1 and I was worried, but someone drove by and said it was controlled. I am so relieved.

Highly

I guess I was supposed to get so unattractive that you would be disgusted by me. It makes me think they don't think very highly of you, but I guess their wish was granted because I have a lot wrong with me in the looks department. Basically all I have is love and a good heart and will work on the rest. I haven't slept well in several years and sadness, worry and fear have been my constant unwanted companions. Now I am always in pain and just pray it will get better. I am lucky to be alive at all.

Without your memory, I wouln't. Bless your sweet heart and caring mind.