I haven't slept yet. I have been doing some worrying. I was trying to get help, but it blew up in my face. I wanted help with something and he surprised me by saying he was calling ***** I didn't want that. I wanted him to investigate the bad people, I just wrote and said forget it. I don't want to risk trouble for my friend. I will just take my lumps and allow them to say I did deserve it. Oh well.

I love you,
 no matter what.