Twsad

 I drank a cup of hot chocolate and then fell asleep in the chair. It was amazing how good it felt! 

I hope that someday you will give me a chance to make you happy. I am no one special, but the love I have will make me devoted and dedicated to your happiness. I know things are not always smooth, but I don't expect them to. I was married for over 20 years, so compromise is amust. Poor guy had me work all my relationship issues with him. I had some insecurities and he seemed perfect, but he was cold much of the time and it was lonely; but after he died, I found a stash of booze bottles in his closet. That makes me so sad. His father is/was (?) an alcoholic and I feel so sorry for people struck with that nightmare disease. I admit, I wasn't terribly understanding about it. That was sad.