I just feel like if there is nevera face-to-face with everyone, this will never reach a healthy place and I will never see you again. I really do not know your feelings; you seem complaisant and it just makes me seem crazy to the outside looking in. If i seem too interested in your welfare, the more their heels dig in and they accuse me of being obsessed and they use that against me and make me seem pathetic. Well, I certainly would NEVER be called YOUR ABUSER, in ANY WAY! I would be taking such sweet care of you and hug/love any sadness, or fears away.
Do you think I am a fool? I am very serious about what I say. "They treat me as if I am so beneath them; well, I have never been an abuser, or attempted murderer, or a money grubbing/stealing, bribing criminal, drug dealer! I have always been on the side of the law! How DARE they look down their noses at me! And in society, I am a vis-countess from my Great Grandfather who was a Count, doctor/surgeon, related to the Royal Family. ALSO, I AM AN HONORABLE PERSON! THEY ARE NOT!
You could REALLY help me by telling the truth. Thanks.
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