To do

 I feel sad today. I don't know what to do.

I wish .....

You always cared. I felt protected and cared over. I felt the same way back. I still do, but I get so harshly rebuked. There were times I wanted to die. I suppose it would make people happier, if I did. I just wanted to be able to know the person who made life sweet and made me feel like I was in Heaven and was so fun and had eyes that made me feel loved and welcomed. I am so tired of people saying ugly things about me. How did I deserve any of it?

It is up to you what you want. I am just here, hoping and praying.....and loving. You are my everything. But, I am no one.