I don't want to make your life bad, so just forget I exist. I could never forget you, because you are lovely. I hate that people act like I am a monster. That is not me. I can't live being thought of that way and you deserve better than to be connected with someone who is thought of in that way. I guess I won't seek treatment. You are the only one I trust, so I guess I will do nothing. Just have them drop the court stuff. I don't want to put you through that. I am so sad and confused. It is too bad that those with selfish agendas got involved.