Each day I go through such a wide range of emotions. It is weird when I only have myself with whom I have to reason things out. When I am down on myself, you hate me too, when I picture your kindness and sweet smile, I am hopeful again. It is a tiring battle, but I always end with how much I care about you and how much my heart feels lovely and at peace when it lands on you and your beautiful ways of devotion. I don't want it to ever leave.