The breast in question aches. It is scaring me.
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It has been aching a lot lately and even hurting my arm, but I take things that could be fending it off. I only trust one person to help me.The other people want me to die.
ReplyDeleteIf you loved me, I know I would be okay, because you are my magic. No matter what, you make me better with love; the love you have in you. have missed you for so long. I am surprised I lived even a week. It felt so terrible without you.
DeleteI also think it could be lipedema since it always hurt, but the ones who want me to go for surgery, seem to say anything to get me to go in.I will not have surgery w/o the one I trust to be there.
ReplyDeleteI am supposed to go to court in San Mateo on the 6th at 8;30 am . To be there by 8:30, I would most likely need to leave around 3 am. I asked for a change of venue, but only heard that the Court got the paperwork; not that it was approved, or not. One time when I tried to drive there in one day; I had left here around 4 am, but arrived at the court late. I did, however, get 4 amazing shooting stars I asked "B" for and she did not disappoint.
ReplyDeleteThat was the day I was sure I saw (unless it was a daydream) a handsome, tall man walking down the sidewalk in Redwood City toward the hospital who may have smoothed over some paperwork for me. He is a guardian angel for me and I love him so, but his kindness and beauty inside and out captivated me from the moment I met him.....perhaps even before the beginning of time........ that is how it has felt......
ReplyDeleteI bought a new couch from Amazon today. It was super cheap and coming from China, so it is probably a terrible piece of crap, but it is hopefully better than the bombed out old piece of crap futon that my dog claims as her own now. :-) It may take a long time to get here. Then, the problem will be getting rid of the nasty old futon. I need a truck....or pay to have it removed, if I can find someone, that is....I also need to get someone to clean and fix my sink....ugh!
ReplyDeleteWell, my change of venue was not approved, so I need to be in San Mateo area @ the S.F. Court 8:30 AM 10/6. I cannot help but think that this could have been over by now, but I was betrayed. It hurts......a lot.
ReplyDeleteI always loved you anyway.
ReplyDeleteI guess you don't want my help, or love.
ReplyDeleteI will never understand the long/false diatribe that was given against me. It is not fair for the law to be abused. I could not even do such a thing to someone I hated. Yes, it hurt, but all I could do was worry. She will end up murdering and I am about to go to jail.
ReplyDeletePlease don't abandon me! I have always stuck with you, even when I was rejected. I have stuck my neck out.
ReplyDeleteLove has its own mind.
ReplyDeleteI have put things in motion for you.
ReplyDeleteI suppose it doesn't matter that I love you and would die for you.
ReplyDeleteif you are asked to say what you need, tell the truth. It is time for you to be free.
ReplyDeleteI feel happy even when I think I am close to you!
ReplyDeleteYou don't have to love me, even though I love you forever. I never want to lose you again.....EVER!
ReplyDeleteYou don't have to love me, even though I love you forever. I never want to lose you again.....EVER!
ReplyDeleteDear Honorable Judge of the Superior Court,
ReplyDeleteI was a patient of my doctor; things were going along fine with my doctor and I. Suddenly this intrusion into our normal lives in the form of Mr. Guasco and his restraining orders and not being able to communicate normally with each other came along. We had a fine existence, until Mr. Guasco came along and made us feel alienated! I never got a chance to discuss anything with Dr. Lukaszewicz; Mr. Guasco is so busy trying to keep us from seeing each other! I said I wanted mediation, but Mr. Guasco said HE would go to mediation with me! How does tTHAT help? He wants to run our lives because he is trying to fulfill the wishes of a disgruntled, not stable woman who has fixated on me and wants me restrained! In her mind I am the enemy! I have done NOTHING WRONG!
I gave my doctor a few gifts to thank him for his devotion to my health case; he thanked me in emails, in person and telephone calls. We are friendly, but no inappropriate behavior. We enjoy talking to each other, or we did, before Mr. Guasco intruded and turned our lives upside down. As far as I know, being friendly is NOT a crime! I have lived through HELL because of the intrusion. Restraining orders leave no room for mediation if the two parties want it that way. Mr. Guasco made the restraining order to please a completely different person than on the paperwork. Mr. Guasco has in effect,stolen Dr. Lukaszewicz’s identity and has commandeered his life! He has gone so far as to keep Dr. Lukaszewicz’s under lock and key and limit his movement! We were friends! It is odd how Dr. Lukaszewicz is treated like a supernumerary in his own life! Mr. Guasco seems to think Dr. Lukaszewicz cannot speak for himself!
I have seen Dr. Lukaszewicz come to court looking thin, messy, beaten up, desperate and mouthing asking me for help. It is on my mind every moment of my life! Mr. Guasco has foiled any attempt I could have had to help Dr. Luckaszewicz even get help from the police. I called them one time when I was on the phone with Dr. Lukaszewicz and he suddenly sounded startled and upset and hung up. I could see no caller I.D., so I called his neighborhood police. They asked me if I know the woman who lived there. He said she was powerful. I said I knew of her, but I did not know her. He said, “you know, it is not just men who are abusive, women are abusers too!” So, that warned me that he could very well likely live in an abusive situation at home. In fact, Dr. Lukaszewicz managed to show me scars and an obviously large mutilation area that was covered by clothing; he could have a judge give him a further exam to gather evidence. Dr. Lukaszewicz is an adult with his own capability to handle his own life. Mike Guasco and Dr. Moayeri have been running his life without his consent. He wants to be an independent human being who answers to no one else. He is a Harvard graduated surgeon, top of his class, and fully able to run his own life. He is being limited by people who want to control his life by force and that is not right! Mr. Guasco has taken advantage of his position at Dr. Lukaszewicz’s work and as an attorney and familiarity with the court system. I am being blamed for everything by Dr. Moayeri and Mike Guasco; it is no different than a kidnapping/hostage situation. Please free him! It is nothing for me; it is to help a citizen live free as he rightfully intended!
Thank you!
Sincerely, Cheryl Petrovich
I love you in every way.
ReplyDeleteIf things don't look like they are going our way;
ReplyDeleteI think we need to take things into our own hands
and run off together. I want to know and love you forever. I would always put you first.
Your love is all I could ever want!
ReplyDeleteLook, You need to be protected when you can speak up in court and ask for R.O.s to stop your attackers (you know who!) Ask my attorney to do it for you. He is allowing me payments, but it makes me nervous, because I think he would like it faster. I need to sell things, or get a loan.
ReplyDeleteWe should ALWAYS SPEAK OUT AGAINST THOSE who SUBVERT the LEGAL SYSTEM; WE CANNOT AFFORD TO ALLOW IT TO KEEP GOING ON!
ReplyDeleteWe cannot just keep going along with them!
ReplyDeleteWhat will they end up doing to you, my love of my life? You need to RUN!
ReplyDeletePlease! I will tell the attorney that truth will be told and it can all be over using that testimony, okay? This has been a waste of time and money.
ReplyDeleteSay you want ADR.......Mediation, or something equal to it.
ReplyDeleteI love you, sweetest one! You are the one who put beauty in my life!
DeleteSee you soon, my dearest one!
ReplyDeleteEach day I hurt for you. Some days I cry from frustration! Who the Hell decided where you should work? Did she? She couldn't have picked a place with a better reputation?! You are too good for them! You are the BEST they have!
ReplyDeleteThat was a complement; you are the best ANYWHERE!
ReplyDeleteThat was a complement; you are the best ANYWHERE!
ReplyDeleteYou need to stand up and say you need to tell your story! TELL IT ALL!
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