YOU HAVE SEEN DIFFICULT TIMES; I WILL FIGHT FOR LOVELY FOR YOU you' re my life, you R I HAV dieE NO RESON BUT REL TO SAY THAT. I may DIE GOD KNOWS I LOVE YOU, SO DOES B I spoke to her bout you for long time. she kept me from wnting to die. she gve me signs I PLEDE FROM HER. SO MNY SHOOTING STARS........ I M NOT PRETTY,or young, BUT I WILL WORK HRD FOR YOUR H PPINESS. I do not know why you bring out so much love in me, but I m sincere. ignore it if you wnt, but the most WONDERFUL THING WOULD BE IF YOU HUGGED ME VERY HRD S SOON S YOU viewed ME DON'T BE UPSET, BUT I LOVE YOU FOREVER
i spoke w/someone @ K to file complint; it is the usul thing, nothing hppens. i sid I wnted my doctor to be questioned, so he coulf hve his sy, but nothing ever hppens.
I want you to always be happy. I wish it could be with me, but that is up to you. You are my dream. I could look into your eyes forevermore. I love you.
Those kinds of events make me so nervous. I want to be sure I say things correctly. ❤️š️ I'm! I'll send someone over @ 12:30 or earlier. I'll ask them to wait at least an hour.
Wouldn't it be so nice to see you? I want to hold you in my arms as long as you would want. I would never want to let you go.......but of course I would. This thing has made me rather shy, but my desire is certainly there. My love does not fade.
Dr. Romero took an ultrasound a few months back and said nothing had changed, which is interesting for BC. That would be super slow. I am basically trying to follow the protocol of Dr. Bert Berkson. He has a very good track record. I have been in contact with him for various reasons for years. He is open to giving advice.
I have also been recently taking powdered organic super foods in shots. It tastes pretty awful, but I wash it down with lots of water. So, life goes on, but with adjustments. I used to go to a juice store when I lived near Mountain View, and would get shots of fresh wheatgrass. I did it while strolling near the used book store and East West book store, which was like a place of worship/meditation for me and where I listened to lectures. Close by was St. Joseph's Church, where they had an outside spot where people could leave flowers and pray.
My son went to St. Joseph's elementary school and later to St. Francis high school. It was an okay school, but they were not sensitive to the individual needs of the kids. My son is of genius ilk, so he does his own thing, plus he was suffering from RA and it made him seem difficult. I know how he feels. He left and took a test to pass HS. The kids were rich, spoiled and druggies. I was glad he left.
I have taken the lazy way out, but I know it is not right. I have so little room to deal with. At least in Millbrae, there were a lot of nooks a crannies to put things. There was also enough room to make 2 apartments; one at either end. It was nice. I think they have/had a 4 mil price tag on that house, not that I saw any of it. I did enjoy having a yard to work in and get lost mentally. I planted a lot of fruit trees, since I heard it raised property values. I did not like the people who lived around there, though. The people who drove by said some pretty ugly things as they cruised past; they also said some racist things to my renter who was Native American. I was š³ shocked. People can be so ugly, but it is hard to understand it.
I wonder if I will get into the Super Bowl atmosphere. I don't give a rat's ass about it, but the feeling is "party", so worth the background sound. The bars at the places in town, or the hotels by the water were fun; grab a burger and a drink and be silly was a nice diversion. It is nice to leave the usual life experience to make life fresh.
Guess I will take an ersatz shower and then attempt to work. My roomie gets up very late, so I get into the habit of waiting until he is around to get things accomplished. It will be nice to be somewhat normal again. Sending you hugs and love!
I sent out a few Valentine's day gifts via Amazon. That resource saves my life. I sent my mother a silk pillowcase, so hopefully she likes it and does not bite my head off. She has banned most everything else. Grouchy......oh well.
She is 90, so I doubt if she will change now. She seems to let out some pent up annoyances by being annoyed with me. She never acted like she liked me, but I learned to accept it. When I showed her a poem inspired by you and she praised it; I was absolutely joyful. I never felt such joy caused by her. It lifted me, because you created beauty in me.
I might break down and turn on some heat. I feel frozen. Nothing feels pleasant in the cold. Eat a bite, get myself looking less than a shabby monster and then get what I can done. You are the lovely music in my head. šµ☺️š
This is the time my house should be all perfect for you, but it is not. I am very upset. I was not up to doing it myself. It is like a storage container.
I MISS YOU. I WNT TO HUG YOU FOR LONG TIME.
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ReplyDeleteTHOSE UGLY MINDED PEOPLE MKE h8te norml, but it is not
ReplyDeletebliss is love i wnt to show you love nd cAre like you did to me.
YOU HAVE SEEN DIFFICULT TIMES; I WILL FIGHT FOR LOVELY FOR YOU
ReplyDeleteyou' re my life, you R I HAV dieE NO RESON BUT REL TO SAY THAT. I may DIE GOD KNOWS I LOVE YOU, SO DOES B I spoke to her bout you for long time. she kept me from wnting to die. she gve me signs I PLEDE FROM HER. SO MNY SHOOTING STARS........ I M NOT PRETTY,or young, BUT I WILL WORK HRD FOR YOUR H PPINESS. I do not know why you bring out so much love in me, but I m sincere. ignore it if you wnt, but the most WONDERFUL THING WOULD BE IF YOU HUGGED ME VERY HRD S SOON S YOU viewed ME
DON'T BE UPSET, BUT I LOVE YOU FOREVER
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ReplyDeletei spoke w/someone @ K to file complint; it is the usul thing, nothing hppens. i sid I wnted my doctor to be questioned, so he coulf hve his sy, but nothing ever hppens.
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ReplyDeleteI wnt this over. when it is over, I will be ded. I wnt to see you first, plese?
ReplyDeletelet me come get you, plese?
ReplyDeleteyou hve the sexiest smile.
ReplyDeleteYou hve the sexiest everything.
ReplyDeleteI want to just look at you forever! I lš k at your picture non stop! If I didn't have it , I would dry up and die!
ReplyDeleteYou have always had nasty old bitches bossing you around that is weird and wrong; you should be venerated.
ReplyDeleteIt is strange how this tablet decides when it is time to publish a comment; I don't even have time to put in all the punctuation.
ReplyDeleteWhen I get my cell phone I will feel more in touch. Especially if you get one too. I would enjoy that the most.
ReplyDeleteIf I could live with you, that would be so great, but up to you, you are my king.
ReplyDeleteI just want you free to live your life .
ReplyDeleteI want you to always be happy. I wish it could be with me, but that is up to you. You are my dream. I could look into your eyes forevermore.
ReplyDeleteI love you.
If you are not there, I will say exactly what I think happened, but please try.
ReplyDeleteThose kinds of events make me so nervous. I want to be sure I say things correctly. ❤️š️ I'm!
ReplyDeleteI'll send someone over @ 12:30 or earlier. I'll ask them to wait at least an hour.
I would be so thrilled to see you. I will stay somewhere overnight. Wouldn't be so nice to see you? It would be for me.
ReplyDeleteWouldn't it be so nice to see you? I want to hold you in my arms as long as you would want. I would never want to let you go.......but of course I would. This thing has made me rather shy, but my desire is certainly there. My love does not fade.
DeleteI wonder if you could have the police come there to speak to you? If they came there, they would free you...or should anyway.
ReplyDeleteI hope to have a phone to give you. How to give it to you is the problem.
ReplyDeleteWill give it some thought.
ReplyDeleteWill give it some thought.
ReplyDeleteThis area was gone and I panicked. I cannot lose you, please? You make me understand life. I see no point otherwise.
ReplyDeleteYou are the meaning of life to me. I would rather die than face life without you.
ReplyDeleteSorry to be dramatic, but life is only sweet with thoughts of you.
ReplyDeleteI have never been lucky enough to have someone cuddly in my life. Lots of abusers, but no cuddly. I long for cuddly.
ReplyDeleteI would love to cuddle with you.
ReplyDeleteMaybe I am a bit forward for saying what I have, but think I have actually been rather reserved. The mind runs wild!
ReplyDeleteI hope you enjoy the game!
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ReplyDeleteI used to go to a bar to see the football games. Much better than staying at home!
ReplyDeleteBe very well! Love!
ReplyDeleteI still want to take the LDN. My payment plan expired, so I was recently able to put a new one in and will see how it goes.
ReplyDeleteDr. Romero took an ultrasound a few months back and said nothing had changed, which is interesting for BC. That would be super slow. I am basically trying to follow the protocol of Dr. Bert Berkson. He has a very good track record. I have been in contact with him for various reasons for years. He is open to giving advice.
ReplyDeleteI have also been recently taking powdered organic super
ReplyDeletefoods in shots. It tastes pretty awful, but I wash it down with lots of water. So, life goes on, but with adjustments. I used to go to a juice store when I lived near Mountain View, and would get shots of fresh wheatgrass. I did it while strolling near the used book store and East West book store, which was like a place of worship/meditation for me and where I listened to lectures. Close by was St. Joseph's Church, where they had an outside spot where people could leave flowers and pray.
My son went to St. Joseph's elementary school and later to St. Francis high school. It was an okay school, but they were not sensitive to the individual needs of the kids. My son is of genius ilk, so he does his own thing, plus he was suffering from RA and it made him seem difficult. I know how he feels. He left and took a test to pass HS. The kids were rich, spoiled and druggies. I was glad he left.
ReplyDeleteI have taken the lazy way out, but I know it is not right. I have so little room to deal with. At least in Millbrae, there were a lot of nooks a crannies to put things. There was also enough room to make 2 apartments; one at either end. It was nice. I think they have/had a 4 mil price tag on that house, not that I saw any of it. I did enjoy having a yard to work in and get lost mentally. I planted a lot of fruit trees, since I heard it raised property values. I did not like the people who lived around there, though. The people who drove by said some pretty ugly things as they cruised past; they also said some racist things to my renter who was Native American. I was š³ shocked. People can be so ugly, but it is hard to understand it.
ReplyDeleteI wonder if I will get into the Super Bowl atmosphere. I don't give a rat's ass about it, but the feeling is "party", so worth the background sound. The bars at the places in town, or the hotels by the water were fun; grab a burger and a drink and be silly was a nice diversion. It is nice to leave the usual life experience to make life fresh.
ReplyDeleteGuess I will take an ersatz shower and then attempt to work. My roomie gets up very late, so I get into the habit of waiting until he is around to get things accomplished. It will be nice to be somewhat normal again. Sending you hugs and love!
ReplyDeleteI sent out a few Valentine's day gifts via Amazon. That resource saves my life. I sent my mother a silk pillowcase, so hopefully she likes it and does not bite my head off. She has banned most everything else. Grouchy......oh well.
ReplyDeleteShe is 90, so I doubt if she will change now. She seems to let out some pent up annoyances by being annoyed with me. She never acted like she liked me, but I learned to accept it. When I showed her a poem inspired by you and she praised it; I was absolutely joyful. I never felt such joy caused by her. It lifted me, because you created beauty in me.
ReplyDeleteYou honor me. I am so honored and awe struck. You are my dream.
ReplyDeleteI am a bit worried about B C. My shoulder hurts on that side. Please pray for me. I know your touch and thoughts would make me well.
ReplyDeleteYou are my magic.
ReplyDeleteI might break down and turn on some heat. I feel frozen. Nothing feels pleasant in the cold. Eat a bite, get myself looking less than a shabby monster and then get what I can done. You are the lovely music in my head. šµ☺️š
ReplyDeleteThis is the time my house should be all perfect for you, but it is not. I am very upset. I was not up to doing it myself. It is like a storage container.
ReplyDeleteI have been feeling better as far as BC goes. It was probably a joke again at me.
ReplyDeleteI need to get things ready for an appraisal, but it will take a lot of work.I cannot do it alone.
ReplyDeleteYou are a delight to me and I feel so happy š to be able to have your input to guide me through life.
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