I love you. I loved the way you seemed so happy to see me. You made me feel loved and cared about. I loved you after you called me to apologise. I thought that was so gallant and sweet. I had so much fun talking to you and how much we had in common. I hated missing out on you for so long. It's hurt like mad. I feel like I have deteriorated. I am embarrassed. I would do anything to be better again.