You kept watching over me when I was in so much pain. You were there to keep me safe many times. You were there with me online watching "Out of Africa." I have never felt alone, because I always took you everywhere I went in my heart and it felt so nice. I cannot presume to say you love me, but you cared for me as if you did. I have been doing a lot of sighing and yes, I have been crying again. It hurts so much being away from you. You were my treat, remember? I wanted to see you as often as possible (We negotiated how many times I could see you, it was fun.) I would be happy to see you even a small part of that time, but everyday would be my preference.  You knew I loved you from the beginning and I still do.