I just wish you could break free from those awful people and live the life you want (I am assuming, anyway) I have no idea what is going on in your life now, but you seemed kind of owned. I suppose I will sell my house and go away. I have been so in love with you, it has broken my heart over and over, but as I have said, love isn't possessive, or cruel. I just wanted to see you happy and at peace. I guess my heart was breaking FOR you as much as from missing you to the depths. I dream of hearing your voice and seeing your smile again. Be well.