You have shown me so much kindness and I appreciate it. I feel loved. But my self-doubt creeps in and I figure you could never go out of your way for me. But you do, because you are sweet and concerned.
I just feel so much love
 toward you and I am afraid to lose you, but I am a reasonable person. I truly do want what you want.
I have been somewhat screwed up by this thing, but I am basically okay. I want to know you forever. You have been so loyal to me. I can't tell you how much I love you. I don't even think I know myself.