I have no idea of anything going on, even with my health. It has been frustrating, sad, frightening, scary, cruel, worrying and heartbreaking. I have been treated like vermin. I have been dehumanized to such a humiliating degree, yet all I could do was "suck it up!" People at K say rude things to me and I say nothing back, just like I had to do in court. Yes, I held back, but worried about you.