You cannot begin to know how much it hurts me to see all the lies and twisted truth in the legal stuff. It is, I guess, like PTSD, because I can barely look at it, without it putting me in a dark space and makes me cry. To think that anyone would go to such lengths to make a person feel bad, is scary. It has also been an education. This thing has been such a major portion of my life it seems like my job, or something. The interesting thing is that I don't feel so much anger as I do worry for anyone else who could have it happen to them. There were times I might not have made it. I don't want to imagine how others would cope, or possibly not. Without a wonderful person to think about and pray for, it would have been Hell.
I am so lucky to love you.