What meant so much to me was that you looked beyond the cover, you quickly saw into my soul. It was like you already knew me. I felt as if we could communicate without a word. I felt so connected to you. It was the most magical feeling I could ever encounter. I miss that magic. It hurt to have that taken away.  It hurt to have the most wonderful experience of my life end. I was so much at home with you and at peace.....except for my wildly beating heart.