I have been writing a lot about the situation recently, my arm hurts. I want to see you so much that I feel restless and kind of anxious. It's been too long. This has been excruciating. You were so important to me, I feel like a big part has been missing. I never thought I would feel that way about anyone. I keep imagining how your hug would feel. I nearly cry. I was too shy to ask for one. I wish I had though. I don't know if I will ever get a chance now. I hope so.