Please wear a mask, or stay home......that is my gut reaction, but I want you safe. Maybe I am wrong to say it, but I don't care. I would want to take care of you, if I were allowed, or you wanted no matter what. I don't want to appear to have any desire to care for you since they make it something sinister, but they smeared my name and intentions. I am more worried about you than myself. I would take care of you no matter what. Screw those with nasty minds.
They say the Devil goes after the good people, since he already has the bad. I try and brush off the cruelty they deliver, but it still hurts. If you think well of me, I can survive anything.
Thinking of you has kept me mentally alive this far, worrying about you so much got me cancer. Telling people to keep you safe may have been annoying to them, but I could not have lived with myself, had I done nothing. I cannot imagine doing nothing. You were always there for me. You touch my heart.
Saturday, February 29, 2020
I have no idea of anything going on, even with my health. It has been frustrating, sad, frightening, scary, cruel, worrying and heartbreaking. I have been treated like vermin. I have been dehumanized to such a humiliating degree, yet all I could do was "suck it up!" People at K say rude things to me and I say nothing back, just like I had to do in court. Yes, I held back, but worried about you.
My Demise~
I believe in miracles
I've seen them in
your eyes
I know that you believe in
me and listen to
my cries
I feel that you might need me
too
my comfort
and
protection
I want to always be
for you
the first of your
selection
For me the past came
rushing
back
from distant times
to present
You were the one I
deeply loved
and made
my life
so pleasant
I could be facing
my demise
without
your intervention
Those with black
and
evil hearts
have death
as their
intention.
~Haviva
(c) HVM 2020
I believe in miracles
I've seen them in
your eyes
I know that you believe in
me and listen to
my cries
I feel that you might need me
too
my comfort
and
protection
I want to always be
for you
the first of your
selection
For me the past came
rushing
back
from distant times
to present
You were the one I
deeply loved
and made
my life
so pleasant
I could be facing
my demise
without
your intervention
Those with black
and
evil hearts
have death
as their
intention.
~Haviva
(c) HVM 2020
Friday, February 28, 2020
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I am Dr. Berkson's Linked-in contact. He is the ALA expert and who wrote to me saying he would cure me of Dercum's, if it is what I had. I told him maybe ALA could help against the Corona Virus. He is a consultant for the CDC.
I could handle anything, if I knew I had you in my life. I had to hold that thought to get through this rough time. You make my heart sing.
I could handle anything, if I knew I had you in my life. I had to hold that thought to get through this rough time. You make my heart sing.
I just love the fact that I have been in love with you all this time. The day I spoke with you on the phone and still now. It is so delightful. I loved your hand over mine and looking into your eyes. If I could have those again, I could be in Heaven on Earth and invincible. If you had that too....but I cannot hope for that much....could I? I am not so special, in fact...much less.
:-(
:-(
I want to see you so much, but only when it won't ruin things. It should be over anyway. I need your strength, moral support and protection....and knowledge.
If friendship and love were possible too, I could beat any foe. You were my strength, and my feeling of so much Joy! I never knew such happiness existed, or the strongest love.
I need this! I need a doctor to write an Rx for this for my breast cancer! The pharmacist will help with writing the Rx. It will give me the best chance at beating it. I think ALA could be used against the Corona Virus. It needs to be used for that possibility. It is a powerful antioxidant!
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I feel as if I were meant to keep you safe. I said before that finding you felt like finding you again, not for the first time, but reunited.
Maybe it is just me, but I felt so comfortable with you from the start. Being away from you has been extremely difficult. I was dragged away from such a feeling of contentment and actual bliss, that I feel actual pain now.
Maybe it is just me, but I felt so comfortable with you from the start. Being away from you has been extremely difficult. I was dragged away from such a feeling of contentment and actual bliss, that I feel actual pain now.
Thursday, February 27, 2020
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