So, strapping on a better attitude....for the day, anyway.
Dealing with the "thing" that wants to put me away for a long time and a big fine, is not pleasant, but I have hope. I hope someone brings me books....
I can walk now w/o the huge pain as before, but my legs get tired. It is an ache, but fairly minor. My door bell rang this morning, but no one there, no delivery. Anyway, got down the stairs easily so great! I can begin working on the house. I have to climb out from the lethargic debris. I was trying to do a few things while still in pain, but kind of made more mess in that attempt.  I always want things done NOW, but I am learning patience....again. I am a forever work in progress.

Making hard cooked eggs for lunch and maybe carrot salad. Wooo hoo! Oh yes, I still have organic raisins! Works for carrot salad.

I remember once when I went to Harry's Hofbrau for dinner and had my usual turkey sandwich and carrot salad and a glass of wine and I wrote to you when I was tipsy (it happens easily with me) and I was pretty silly. I loved connecting to you. You were the most fun and the nicest and sweetest person ever and I was always so in love with you. It amazed me that I was just "drunk" with love.  I still am. When I think of happiness, I think of you. You melt me. I know I can say it because you will not see this, but I need to feel like you will. Now I am getting sad.
Gotta go turn off the eggs. Have a lovely day! You are always in my thoughts and the beat of my heart.