I just wonder why all the brutal "hazing" was done to me. If it were explained to me, then I might not try and fight it, but otherwise I think they want to hurt me, because they know I would do anything to keep you safe. As long as no one will tell me what is going on, my little brain keeps worrying. If they had said, "okay, we are going to beat the crap out of you for one reason, or another, I would have said , "okay" but this bizarre crap that makes no sense gets me suspicious. It is obvious they are opportunists who lie in wait, looking for the perfect moment to attack, so it looks normal that way. They are obviously professionals at covert methods. Of course, they had people make certain comments to trigger my reaction. I was just a "rat in a cage"... https://youtu.be/8-r-V0uK4u0